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phoning home [RP for Lee]
standing in the elevator
After three hellish days in detox, Abby is finally feeling well enough, relatively speaking, to settle into a routine of sorts at the inpatient rehab center she's checked herself into. Throughout the detox process, throughout the tremors, nausea, debilitating headaches, and insomnia, all she's thought of (other than having a drink) is Lee and Lily. She's cried more than she'd ever admit, missing her husband and daughter and home almost to the point that she feels it physically. She almost regrets saying she needs to do this alone, but knows she'd never be able to do it if this wasn't her decision and hers alone.

But she still needs them. More than she's ever admitted to herself before. She takes a shower, subconsciously wanting to be fresh and clean for her first allowed phonecall after a successful completion of the detox process. She makes her way from her room to the main floor where she waits, impatiently, for her allotted time slot to begin.

When she finally gets on the phone, she freezes for a moment, her fingers forgetting what to do, what numbers to dial. When she shakes herself and dials the familiar numbers of Lee's phone, she can feel her heart banging around in her chest. What can he think of her now? Maybe he won't even want to talk to her. Maybe he's relieved to be rid of her and the mess she's made of her life. She wouldn't blame him, and she can feel her palms sweating as she listens to the phone ring.

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As soon as she sees Lee and Lily in the doorway, Abby stands up. Her nervousness vanishes, at least momentarily, as she hears her little girl's exclamations, and she scoops Lily up in her arms, kissing her as she tries not to get too emotional. Lily Lily Lily! There's my beautiful girl!

Lee hangs back as he watches Lily pat her mother's face then rest her head on Abby's shoulder. The toddler's not had an easy time with Abby's continued absence and hasn't understood where her mother has been. Mama mine.

Abby closes her eyes and rests her head against her daughter's, holding her tightly. She's missed Lily more than she's let herself admit, and she feels the relief at holding her now almost physically. Yes, baby...and Lily's mine. She struggles against tears as she feels the little girl's breath against her neck.

Lee has a hard time keeping his emotions in check as well, always touched when he sees his wife and child together but this strikes him as particularly poignant. Letting out a quiet sigh, he moves closer, setting Neela's gift on a chair before wrapping his arms around Abby and Lily. Hi...

Abby leans into him automatically, still holding onto Lily. She lifts her head to look at him, her eyes finally filling slightly. Hey...

You look good. He means it. Despite the tears making her eyes shine, she looks better than she has in a while. He hadn't realized until now how much the drinking had started to affect her appearance. The changes too subtle when to notice when he saw her every day.

Thanks. She gives him a small smile, grateful that he's noticed. I've been...feeling a lot better. It's true; without the constant self-medicating she'd been doing, she's sleeping better, has more energy, and her appetite has returned.

He kisses her cheek lightly before moving away slightly. He wants Lily to have all the time she can with her, and just being in the same room with Abby has always been enough to lift his spirits. I'm glad. Really, really glad. He gestures at the wrapped present they brought with them. This is from Neela. She said she wanted you to have this now. I figured we'd do Christmas together once you're home. Lily won't know the difference.

She shifts Lily to her hip so she can look at her, brushing her hand over the little girl's curls and kissing her forehead. She nods at Lee's words, glancing at the present, surprised Neela's sent something. Yeah, that sounds good...Oh, Lily, I think you got bigger! Did you get bigger?

Big! The little girl agrees, mimicking Abby and patting her mother's hair.

Lee smiles at the two.
She has, Molly's gone through her clothes and pulled out everything that doesn't fit.

My big girl...She murmurs to Lily, then looks at Lee, giving him a strained smile. She's missed too much, she's missing too much. Yeah? How's Molly?

He sits down before answering her. Settling in. Lily's not sure what to make of her just yet.

She sits down beside him, Lily settled on her lap. No? She usually warms up to new people pretty quickly...She can't help but worry.

He shrugs. New routine, yet another caregiver. It's been a revolving door since Lily's fall. He's obviously not worried about Lily needing to adjust to the new change.

Yeah, I guess so. On top of worried, she feels guilty as well, even though she knows they'd be needing a nanny even if she was home now. She presses a kiss to Lily's head before looking at Lee again. Do you want anything? There's coffee... In her years of being in and out of the program, some things never change, where there's alcoholics, there's coffee. We could walk...or stay here, too, that's fine. She's nervous, and it shows, though she tries to hide it.

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